How a shy person tries to love

I can’t tell you
What I feel for you
I don’t dare talking to you

I try to give you signs
In hope, that you see them
In hope, that I don’t need to do the first step

I enjoy being with you
I’m watching you secretly
Trying to remember every detail

I feel weak
Because I am so shy
I can’t jump over my own shadow

But I love you

20 years old student who writes about everything he cares about.